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  Infinity Science Fiction

  September 1957

  Vol. 2, No. 5

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  August 2016

  CHAPTER I

  IT IS NOON . Overhead the sky like a great silver bowl shimmers with heat; the yellow sand hurls it back; the distant ocean is dancing with white fire. Emerging from underground, Dio the Planner stands blinking a moment in the strong salt light; he feels the heat like a cap on his head, and his beard curls crisply, iridescent in the sun.

  A few yards away are five men and women, their limbs glinting pink against the sand. The rest of the seascape is utterly bare; the sand seems to stretch empty and hot for miles. There is not even a gull in the air. Three of the figures are men; they are running and throwing a beach ball at one another, with far-off shouts. The two women are half reclining, watching the men. All five are superbly muscled, with great arched chests, ponderous as Percherons. Their skins are smooth; their eyes sparkle. Dio looks at his own forearm: is there a trace of darkness? is the skin coarsening?

  He drops his single garment and walks toward the group. The sand’s caress is briefly painful to his feet; then his skin adapts, and he no longer feels it. The five incuriously turn to watch him approach. They are all players, not students, and there are two he does not even know. He feels uncomfortable, and wishes he had not come. It isn’t good for students and players to meet informally; each side is too much aware of the other’s good-natured contempt. Dio tries to imagine himself a player, exerting himself to be polite to a student, and as always, he fails. The gulf is too wide. It takes both kinds to make a world, students to remember and make, players to consume and enjoy; but the classes should not mix.

  Even without their clothing, these are players: the wide, innocent eyes that flash with enthusiasm, or flicker with easy boredom; the soft mouths that can be gay or sulky by turns. Now he deliberately looks at the blonde woman, Claire, and in her face he sees the same unmistakable signs. But, against all reason and usage, the soft curve of her lips is beauty; the poise of her dark-blonde head on the strong neck wrings his heart. It is illogical, almost unheard-of, perhaps abnormal; but he loves her.

  Her gray eyes are glowing up at him like sea-agates; the quick pleasure of her smile warms and soothes him. “I’m so glad to see you.” She takes his hand. “You know Katha of course, and Piet. And this is Tanno, and that’s Mark. Sit here and talk to me, I can’t move, it’s so hot.”

  The ball throwers go cheerfully back to their game. The brunette, Katha, begins talking immediately about die choirs at Bethany: has Dio heard them? No? But he must; the voices are stupendous, the choir-master is brilliant; nothing like it has been heard for centuries.

  The word “centuries” falls carelessly. How old is Katha—eight hundred, a thousand? Recently, in a three-hundred-year- old journal, Dio has been surprised to find a reference to Katha. There are so many people; it’s impossible to remember. That’s why the students keep journals; and why the players don’t. He might even have met Claire before, and forgotten . . . “No,” he says, smiling politely, “I’ve been rather busy with a project.”

  “Dio is an Architectural Planner,” says Claire, mocking him with the exaggerated syllables; and yet there’s a curious, inverted pride in her voice. “I told you, Kat, he’s a student among students. He rebuilds this whole sector, every year.”

  “Oh,” says Katha, wide-eyed, “I think that’s absolutely fascinating.” A moment later, without pausing, she has changed the subject to the new sky circus in Littlam—perfectly vulgar, but hilarious. The sky clowns! The tumblers! The delicious mock animals!

  Claire’s smooth face is close to his, haloed by die sun, gilded from below by the reflection of the hot sand. Her half-closed eyelids are delicate and soft, bruised by heat; her pupils are contracted, and the wide gray irises are intricately patterned. A fragment floats to the top of his mind, something he has read about the structure of the iris: ray-like dilating muscles interlaced with a circular contractile set, pigmented with a little melanin. For some reason, the thought is distasteful, and he pushes it aside. He feels a little light-headed; he has been working too hard.

  “Tired?” she asks, her voice gentle.

  He relaxes a little. The brunette, Katha, is still talking; she is one of those who talk and never care if anyone listens. He answers, “This is our busiest time. All the designs are coming back for a final check before they go into the master integrator. It’s our last chance to find any mistakes.”

  “Dio, I’m sorry,” she says contritely. “I know I shouldn’t have asked you.” Her brows go up; she looks at him anxiously under her lashes. “You should rest, though.”

  “Yes,” says Dio.

  She lays her soft palm on the nape of his neck. “Rest, then. Rest.”

  “Ah,” says Dio wearily, letting his head drop into the crook of his arm. Under the sand where he lies are seventeen inhabited levels, of which three are his immediate concern, over a sector that readies from Alban to Detroy. He has been working almost without sleep for two weeks. Next season there is talk of beginning an eighteenth level; it will mean raising the surface again, and all the force- planes will have to be shifted. The details swim past, thousands of them; behind his closed eyes, he sees architectural tracings, blueprints, code sheets, specifications.

  “Darling,” says her caressing voice in his ear, “you know I’m happy you came, anyhow, even if you didn’t want to. Because you didn’t want to. Do you understand that?”

  He peers at her with one halfopen eye. “A feeling of power?” he suggests ironically.

  “No. Reassurance is more like it. Did you know I was jealous of your work? . . . I am, very much. I told myself: If he’ll just leave his project, now, today—”

  He rolls over, smiling crookedly up at her. “And yet you don’t know one day from the next.”

  Her answering smile is quick and shy. “I know, isn’t it awful of me: but you do.”

  As they look at each other in silence, he is aware again of the gulf between them. They need us, he thinks, make their world over every year—keep it bright and fresh, cover up the past—but they dislike us because they know that whatever they forget, we keep and remember.

  His hand finds hers. A deep, unreasoning sadness wells up in him; he asks silently, Why should I love you?

  He has not spoken, but he sees her face contract into a rueful, pained smile; and her fingers grip hard.

  ABOVE THEM, the shouts of the ball throwers have changed to noisy protests. Dio looks up. Piet, the cotton-headed man, laughing, is afloat over the heads of the other two. He comes down slowly and throws the ball; the game goes on. But a moment later Piet is in the air again: the others shout angrily, and Tanno leaps up to wrestle with him. The ball drops, bounds away: the two striving figures turn and roll in mid-air. At length the cotton-headed man forces the other down to the sand. They both leap up and run over, laughing.

  “Someone’s got to tame this wild man,” says the loser, panting. “I can’t do it, he’s too slippery. How about you, Dio?”

  “He’s resting,” Claire protests, but the others chorus, “Oh, yes!”

  “Just a fall or two,” says Piet, with a wide grin, rubbing his hands together. “There’s lots of time before the tide comes in—unless you’d rather not?”

  Dio gets reluctantly to his feet. Grinning, Piet floats up off the sand. Dio follows, feeling the taut surge of back and chest muscles, and the curious sensation of pressure on the spine. The two men circle, rising slowly. Piet whip
s his body over, head downward, arms slashing for Dio’s legs. Dio overleaps him, and, turning, tries for a leg-and-arm; but Piet squirms away like an eel and catches him in a waist lock. Dio strains against the taut chest, all his muscles knotting; the two men hang unbalanced for a moment. Then, suddenly, something gives way in the force that buoys Dio up. They go over together, hard and awkwardly into the sand. There is a surprised babble of voices.

  Dio picks himself up. Piet is kneeling nearby, white-faced, holding his forearm. “Bent?” asks Mark, bending to touch it gently.

  “Came down with all my weight,” says Piet. “Wasn’t expecting—” He nods at Dio. “That’s a new one.”

  “Well, let’s hurry and fix it,” says the other, “or you’ll miss the spout.” Piet lays the damaged forearm across his own thighs. “Ready?” Mark plants his bare foot on the arm, leans forward and presses sharply down. Piet winces, then smiles; the arm is straight.

  “Sit down and let it knit,” says the other. He turns to Dio. “What’s this?”

  Dio is just becoming aware of a sharp pain in one finger, and dark blood welling. “Just turned back the nail a little,” says Mark. “Press it down, it’ll close in a second.”

  Katha suggests a word game, and in a moment they are all sitting in a circle, shouting letters at each other. Dio does poorly; he cannot forget the dark blood falling from his fingertip. The silver sky seems oppressively distant; he is tired of the heat that pours down on his head, of the breathless air and the sand like hot metal under his body. He has a sense of helpless fear, as if something terrible had already happened; as if it were too late.

  Someone says, “It’s time,” and they all stand up, whisking sand from their bodies. “Come on,” says Claire over her shoulder. “Have you ever been up the spout? It’s fun.”

  “No, I must get back, I’ll call you later,” says Dio. Her fingers lie softly on his chest as he kisses her briefly, then he steps away.

  “Good-bye,” he calls to the others, “good-bye,” and turning, trudges away over the sand.

  The rest, relieved to be free of him, are halfway to the rocks above the water’s edge. A white feather of spray dances from a fissure as the sea rushes into the cavern below. The water slides back, leaving mirror-wet sand that dries in a breath. It gathers itself; far out a comber lifts its green head, and rushes onward. “Not this one, but the next,” calls Tanno.

  “Claire,” says Katha, approaching her, “it was so peculiar about your friend. Did you notice? When he left, his finger was still bleeding.”

  The white plume leaps, higher, provoking a gust of nervous laughter. Piet dances up after it, waving his legs in a burlesque entrechat. “What?” says Claire. “You must be wrong. It couldn’t have been.”

  “Now, come on, everybody. Hang close!”

  “All the same,” says Katha, “it was bleeding.” No one hears her; she is used to that.

  Far out, the comber lifts its head menacingly high; it comes onward, white-crowned, hard as bottle glass below, rising, faster, and as it roars with a shuddering of earth into the cavern, the Immortals are dashed high on the white torrent, screaming their joy.

  Dio is in his empty rooms alone, pacing the resilient floor, smothered in silence. He pauses, sweeps a mirror into being on the bare wall: leans forward to peer at his own gray face, then wipes the mirror out again. All around him the universe presses down, enormous, inexorable.

  The time stripe on the wall has turned almost black: the day is over. He has been here alone all afternoon. His door and phone circuits are set to reject callers, even Claire—his only instinct has been to hide.

  A scrap of yellow cloth is tied around the hurt finger. Blood has saturated the cloth and dried, and now it is stuck tight. The blood has stopped, but the hurt nail has still not reattached itself. There is something wrong with him; how could there be anything wrong with him?

  He has felt it coming for days, drawing closer, invisibly. Now it is here.

  It has been eight hours . . . his finger has still not healed itself.

  He remembers that moment in the air, when the support dropped away under him. Could that happen again? He plants his feet firmly now, thinks, Up, and feels the familiar straining of his back and chest. But nothing happens. Incredulously, he tries again. Nothing!

  His heart is thundering in his chest; he feels dizzy and cold. He sways, almost falls. It isn’t possible that this should be happening to him . . . Help; he must have help. Under his trembling fingers the phone index lights; he finds Claire’s name, presses the selector. She may have gone out by now, but sector registry will find her. The screen pulses grayly. He waits. The darkness is a little farther away. Claire will help him, will think of something.

  The screen lights, but it is only the neutral gray face of an autosec. “One moment please.”

  The screen flickers; at last, Claire’s face!

  “—is a recording, Dio. When you didn’t call, and I couldn’t reach you, I was very hurt. I know you’re busy, but—Well, Piet has asked me to go over to Toria to play skeet polo, and I’m going. I may stay a few weeks for the flower festival, or go on to Rome. I’m sorry, Dio, we started out so nicely. Maybe the classes really don’t mix. Good-bye.”

  The screen darkens. Dio is down on his knees before it. “Don’t go,” he says breathlessly. “Don’t go.” His last courage is broken; the hot, salt, shameful tears drop from his eyes.

  The room is bright and bare, but in the corners the darkness is gathering, curling high, black as obsidian, waiting to rush.

  CHAPTER II

  THE CROWDS on the lower level are a river of color, deep electric blue, scarlet, opaque yellow, all clean, crisp and bright. Flower scents puff from the folds of loose garments; the air is filled with good-natured voices and laughter. Back from five months’ wandering in Africa, Pacifica and Europe, Claire is delightfully lost among the moving ways of Sector Twenty. Where the main concourse used to be, there is a maze of narrow adventure streets, full of gay banners and musky with perfume. The excursion cars are elegant little baskets of silver filigree, hung with airy grace. She gets into one and soars up the canyon of windows on a long, sweeping curve, past terraces and balconies, glimpse after intimate glimpse of people she need never see again: here a woman feeding a big blue macaw, there a couple of children staring at her from a garden, solemn-eyed, both with ragged yellow hair like dandelions. How long it has been since she last saw a child! . . . She tries to imagine what it must be like, to be a child now in this huge world full of grown people, but she can’t. Her memories of her own childhood are so far away, quaint and small, like figures in the wrong side of an opera glass. Now here is a man with a bushy black beard, balancing a bottle on his nose for a group of laughing people . . . off it goes! Here are two couples obliviously kissing . . . Her heart beats a little faster; she feels the color coming into her cheeks. Piet was so tiresome, after a while; she wants to forget him now. She has already forgotten him; she hums in her sweet, clear contralto, “Dio, Dio, Dio . . .”

  On the next level she dismounts and takes a robocab. She punches Dio’s name; the little green-eyed driver “hunts” for a moment, flickering; then the cab swings around purposefully and gathers speed.

  The building is unrecognizable; the whole street has been done over in baroque facades of vermilion and frost green. The shape of the lobby is familiar, though, and here is Dio’s name on the directory.

  She hesitates, looking up the uninformative blank shaft of the elevator well. Is he there, behind that silent bulk of marble? After a moment she turns with a shrug and takes the nearest of a row of fragile silver chairs. She presses “3”; the chair whisks her up, decants her.

  She is in the vestibule of Dio’s apartment. The walls are faced with cool blue-veined marble. On one side, the spacious oval of the shaft opening; on the other, the wide, arched doorway, closed. A mobile turns slowly under the lofty ceiling. She steps on the annunciator plate.

  “Yes?” A pleasant male
voice, but not a familiar one. The screen does not light.

  She gives her name. “I want to see Dio—is he in?”

  A curious pause. “Yes, he’s in . . . Who sent you?”

  “No one sent me.” She has the frustrating sense that they are at cross purposes, talking about different things. “Who are you?”

  “That doesn’t matter. Well, you can come in, though I don’t know when you’ll get time today.” The doors slide open.

  Bewildered and more than half angry, Claire crosses the threshold. The first room is a cool gray cavern: overhead are fixed-circuit screens showing views of the sector streets. They make a bright frieze around the walls, but shed little light.

  The next room is a huge disorderly space full of machinery carelessly set down; Claire wrinkles her nose in distaste. Down at the far end, a few men are bending over one of the machines, their backs turned. She moves on.

  The third room is a cool green space, terrazzo-floored, with a fountain playing in the middle.

  Her sandals click pleasantly on the hard surface. Fifteen or twenty people are sitting on the low curving benches around the walls, using the service machines, readers and so on: it’s for all the world like the waiting room of a fashionable healer. Has Dio taken up mind-fixing?

  Suddenly unsure of herself, she takes an isolated seat and looks around her. No, her first impression was wrong, these are not clients waiting to see a healer, because, in the first place, they are all students—every one.

  She looks them over more carefully. Two are playing chess in an alcove; two more are strolling up and down separately; five or six are grouped around a little table on which some papers are spread; one of these is talking rapidly while the rest listen. The distance is too great; Claire cannot catch any words.

  Farther down on the other side of the room, two men and a woman are sitting at a hooded screen, watching it intently, although at this distance it appears dark.